Learning how to cope

I think I'm finally passing this barrier. I hardly feel the.... helpless feeling anymore. Guess there will come a time when you realize certain things are not meant to be? And eventually either 1) you're too tired of waiting or 2) you're sick of watching your hopes fall time and time again. Well, not forgetting I am still upset with myself for being insensitive towards other people's feeling. I am in the wrong for that and I will try to fix that(haven't really thought of how yet). I feel a little more grown up compared to few months ago.

Life goes on, I hope everyone is happy :)