01 July 2009

Inferiority complex

Do you know how is it like? To feel so inferior. Sometimes I really wonder why am I borned like that. It's not like I could choose. I'm sorry if I sound so typical, but I am fat. I swear I'm determined to do something about it, the healthy way- exercise. I'm sorry my complexion sucks. I'm sorry I dont have the perfect face. I'm sorry I dont have the nicest set of teeth. All of the backstabbing issues, quarrels, I'm sick of it. Need to stop dozing in class as well, else I doubt I can catch up on math. I feel like I should stop blogging, I know people judge others after they had read that person's blog. I dont like it.

I need to learn to feel good about myself.
I need to learn to not care about other's view about me.
No one is perfect

14 comments:

Brenda Hew said...

JUST BCUZ OF THIS AFTERNOON!!! COME ON YOU'RE NOT THE ONLY ONE PLS.NOT LIKE YOU'RE THE UGLIEST GIRL ON EARTH, I STILL LUV YOU DESPITE YOU SMELLING LIKE VOMIT.. JKJK ^^^^ HAHAHAH

Anonymous said...

you are pretty i promise!

Xiaoshi said...

OMG CHILL, YOU ARE NOT ALONE PLS

Kate said...

maybe you have to change, friends say that you are fake and all, treat others like how you want people to treat you. im not trying to criticize you yeah

and dont think that you're fat, you're right, no one's perfect! so dont expect yourself to be perfect too. be the person you want to be :)

Nicole said...

i don't get it. who said I was fake? Yeah I treat others the way I want to be treated. I dont think I did anything wrong.

Audrey said...

No one can despise you for your looks and your character if they don't know you well, just like how I don't too.

Feel good about yourself, too! Because you are also beautiful in your own skin, everyone is great in their own ways, don't feel inferior to anyone. :>

Fitri said...

You're not ugly. You're not fat. You're perfect, just like how everyone else is. Everyone is perfect in unusual ways. You can't let some stupid girl get to you. Everyone has expectations for everyone around them, you just have to set your limits and forget about what they think. All you know is that you did try your best and that's all that matter.

ps im trying very hard to comfort you after what you guys said during recess today haha

Wailing said...

Stay strong, & believe in yourself. Thats all you need to keep yourself going :)

Anonymous said...

you = fat = N.A

If thats the case then pls define skinny for me

Anonymous said...

you = fat = N.A

If thats the case then pls define skinny for me

Jezrika said...

ilyf for who you are.

Anonymous said...

Dont let some girls' words ruin your day. Stay strong. If those girls wanna get you down , prove they wrong. Be the Nicole that i once knew.

9309019 said...

I dont know you well.
But you're fine as i can see and read.
After people get you down, climb back up in front of them to get them back.
And be confident of yourself.
The first step to the worst is always the thought of it.
(:

Anonymous said...

well i think your gorgeous