W

I'm can't even imagine how different things would be if I didn't make that silly choice. It was a grave mistake right from the beginning. I should have known. Nothing would be the same as before. School wouldn't be that fun. I want to let you know I still love you as much I used to. I want to let you know that you're irreplaceable. We quarrel, we argue, we talk back to each other. But yet we both know that we can't do without each other, at least I can't do without you. I swear I regret making that decision, and it's gonna be the first and last regret. I didn't regret not studying hard enough for PSLE, because if I did, and scored much higher, I wouldn't have know you. Without you, I wouldn't even be here. I'll probably be some other girl from some other school, just like anybody else. With you, I feel important, I feel needed. I just read your archives, and I can't stop tearing. Images of that night just keeps flashing back. Scenes of me hugging you guys so tightly, i didn't want to let go. But I did, and now I'm dying with regret. Thank you for being so understanding, thank you for having to look at all my flaws without judging. Thank you for being so different from the rest, thank you for being so selfless, I love you w.