I've lost purpose

I don't want to lose what I have now. But sometimes I just can't help but feel as though things have changed. It feels like I'm still stuck in the past, but I know it's a fact that we're all moving on. Moving on with life, without each other. I used to have someone, whom I can do everything together with, not anymore. And yes, I caused it. It was a stupid decision, all because of greed. I thought what I used to had wasn't good enough. But the truth is, it is. And what I have now, can never be compared to what I used to have. To go through the toughest trainings, to go through school together with some of the world's best buddies, are some of the things I miss the most.

We all talk about people. We judge them. Yet when we get judged by others, we feel so..... unjustified. The truth is, everyone IS judgmental. And maybe, it's time we try to change. Easier said than done, I know.