02 March 2009

I hate this moment right here

Its been long since I've actually post properly, I think. Time flies, it's March already. Life has been really, overwhelming. My eyes are swollen. I'm so tired, and I dont know what to expect from school anymore. Even before I can sort out my thoughts, something else has already happened. Just take today as an example, as I thought everything was going great. Something happened. Now I'm in such a mess. I dont know who/what to believe. I'm so afraid its just a prank. I can't take risks, too afraid. Common tests officially ends today, but I'm not feeling the excitement that I'm supposed to feel. In fact, I'm feeling so lost.
And to (insertsname),
as I seat beside you now, I feel... so empty.
It feels like we have nothing in common to talk about anymore.
I guess I should learn how to cherish what I have.
(L)

9 comments:

Anonymous said...

Cheer up nico luv u

Nicole said...

>Tatjna
I love u too mei mei

DITSYWITSY said...

cheeeer up! don't feel messy.

Anonymous said...

i love you nico i need to meet you soon loveforever

Nicole said...

>Rachel
Sighhhhhh thanks love. see you <3

>Jezrika
I love you too dear. Yes we need to meet soon

Cassandra said...

i think of you happy today i think of you happy everyday
cheer up my jiejie, mei mei love u 4eva

Anonymous said...

Neecold dunch be sadzzz :(

Anonymous said...

Wailing L you

Nicole said...

>Cassandra
Nico protects you 4ever baker ho ^^

>Nicole
:( Sigh

>Wailing
Nico L u back